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I Was Only Running From Myself
The biggest lie I bought into was to shove it under the rug and it'll go away. Spoiler alert: It didn't.
Performing the part of "okay" became second-nature. I believed if I smiled big and lit up the room with my positive personality, I could be the most powerful Me. I could overpower all the pain and feeling of "I don't belong" that was lurking underneath the surface.
Everyone loves the positive person! The good girl has so much to give.
And then shadow work entered my life, and the whole facade crumbled around me. The first question that burst my illusion wide open was, "How was I extracting from others?". Ouch! This whole time I was trying to make everyone comfortable, and extracting their validation from them through my own manipulation. I was burnt out, tired, and drained because I was draining and taking from others.
With this huge revelation, I realized that I was a big part of my own problem. And I had two choices: continue placating the victim narrative and feeding into my own drama, or choose to own my part in my own suffering and finally feel the peace and freedom I was searching for.
That moment taught me a huge lesson:
The only one who can give our power back to us is ourselves - and it comes through radical honesty and becoming coherent with truth.
Turning My Inner Light On
I grew up being told that I was non-confrontational, that I avoided conflict. To my surprise, it took a radically-honest mentor to remind me to stop playing games with my power. I needed the jagged pill of truth to snap me out of my own limitations.
You might think that would have sent me running. Instead, I sat with it.
The more I sat with the inner conflict and confronted everything I was trying to escape, the freer I felt. The clearer I became. My spiritual gifts started coming back online. My fear around money quieted down. My connection to God strengthened. I stopped living a life for other people's approval, and started answering the call of my soul.
For years prior, I chased the next healing and activation to help clear the confusion and put me on my divine path. Little did I know, everything I was searching for was already sitting in my heart. The only reason it wasn't manifesting is because I hadn't build the capacity to hold it steady.
Rediscovering my newfound power and peace sparked something deep within my heart. All I wanted to do was share this experience with the world, and help others escape the realm of confusion and disempowerment. I sifted through my own spiritual awakening journey, looking for the pieces to share, and highlighting the incongruencies that were keeping me on a hamster wheel.
And what I found made me realize - I was creating a new standard for embodied power, during a time when people were craving it the most.
Activating The Power Vessel
The spiritual space had all the spiritual gift activations and energetic healing modalities. The piece that was missing was the human body. No matter how much you try to escape the Matrix, the fact is, you're still a human. You can't leave this piece behind and expect full embodiment of your power.
This insight has been trickling into my awareness over the past 7 years I've spent working in the health and wellness space with hundreds of men and women. Nutrition and strength building allow you to anchor more light...without the hellacious ascension symptoms that tend to come with it. Wealth wants to flow through a strong channel, and a strong channel needs a powerful container.
Building a bridge between physical and spiritual health practices & energy healing techniques has made it very clear (even in my own life) that the true path to inner union comes through integrating coherence on a mind, body, and soul level. Leaving one behind will make that part of you suffer.
This is the problem I see in the health and wellness spaces & spiritual communities. Strong bodies with no connection to the spirit. People with strong, spiritual gifts that are battling illness, pain, and somatic chaos every time Mercury's in Retrograde. We can't be shaken that easily and expect to hold the fullness of our higher self.
I'm devoted to building a community and movement, where we can anchor in the higher frequencies without losing our human in the process. If you've been thinking, "Something is missing!", as you've been spiritually evolving, or physically changing your health, you have come to the right place.
I need your help and collaboration to turn this vision into a reality. This is the new earth paradigm. The 5D shift. Whatever you want to call it.
Let's unleash our Power Vessels into the world!